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11. The Monster

A silent billionaire.

A woman trained to kill.

When power marries danger, love turns lethal.

The mandap smelled of sandalwood and fire.

Mantras echoed in steady rhythm—ancient words binding futures, whether understood or not.

I sat before the sacred fire, my expression unreadable—as always.

To everyone, I was calm. The Rathor heir, performing tradition flawlessly.

But inside, I was doing what I always did—observing.

For me, this marriage was strategy—a staged distraction. I wanted my enemies to think I was vulnerable, softened, occupied. I made it grand, made it loud.

In this world, survival belongs to those who think three steps ahead. This was not a union—it was bait. A trap, set to snap the moment the prey stepped inside.

The fire crackled softly as offerings of ghee were poured into it.

Suddenly, the air shifted—conversations faltered.

Every gaze turned forward.

She had arrived.

I felt her presence the way one senses a storm before it breaks.

When I finally looked up, time didn’t stop.

It slowed.

She walked to the mandap, each step deliberate, demanding respect. Her fair skin caught the light against the deep red lehenga, dense with golden embroidery—royal, enduring.

Taller than most—five and a half feet, maybe more. Shoulders straight, chin lifted, every inch controlled.

Her face—

Beautiful, yes.

And soft.

Green eyes lined with kajal, steady yet hinting at something fragile. Red lips, soft like cherry blossom petals, and brown hair cascading like silk. Her body was curved, strong, undeniably feminine.

She didn’t look like a bride waiting to be settled.

She looked like a woman stepping into a new life—ready to carve her own space within it.

Our eyes met.

Just once.

Then she looked away.

Good.

“Beta, here,” her mother guided softly.

She moved closer, the fire dancing in her eyes as she took her place beside me. Close enough to feel her breath, yet only her hands betrayed her—fingers trembling before steadying.

The priest resumed the chant. Sacred threads laid, offerings arranged, the fire burning brighter.

I stared at the fire before me—and saw its blaze mirrored in my own eyes. Everyone believed this ceremony was binding two lives.

But I was already calculating how to make it serve me.

The priest spoke again, voice rising and falling. Rituals began.

Before the fire demanded movement, her parents stepped forward.

The mandap seemed to narrow, as if the world itself leaned closer to witness what tradition called kanyadaan—a word too small for what was being given.

Her mother cupped her face first.

“This is our daughter,” she said softly, her voice trembling despite the practiced smile. “She is strong… and stubborn. She doesn’t say when she’s hurting. Please—” her breath broke, “—take care of her.”

I inclined my head.

“I will,” I said simply.

Her father stood straighter than I expected, pride wrapped tightly around his grief.

“She was never weak,” he said, placing her trembling hand into mine. “Even as a child. Today… we’re not giving her away. We’re trusting you with her.”

The word trust landed heavier than any vow.

Her fingers trembled openly.

A tear slipped, then another, tracing silent paths down her cheeks. She tried to stop them… but failed.

When her father finally placed her hand in mine, something shifted.

Responsibility.

Her tears caught the firelight like broken stars.

And for the first time, I realized—this wasn’t just a ritual. It was a parent’s hope… and a woman’s unspoken responsibility.

When the priest instructed us to rise for the pheras, she hesitated—just a fraction.

For the first time, I felt it—uncertainty.

Her mother tied the sacred knot, binding us together.

Something about it struck deeper than it should have.

She grabbed my hand.

I adjusted my grip, firm—yet the realization hit like a shock.

This… was my reality.

We moved.

Circling the fire, step after step, each vow adding a weight I had never intended to carry.

Her parents watched with pride, their eyes shining—and for some reason, that unsettled me more than anything else.

The priest’s voice cut through the crackle of flames—

“With this final phera, you are bound not just in duty… but in friendship, loyalty, and a bond that no lifetime can break.”

I felt suffocated.

Friendship. Love.

Words I had never allowed into my world.

Until—

I felt the warmth and softness of her hands.

Something shifted in my chest—wrong, unfamiliar.

The firelight flickered across her face, and for the first time since this began…

I didn’t see a pawn.

Didn’t see a deal.

I saw her.

And the thought hit—cold and brutal—

This isn’t just a game anymore.

The priest continued, his voice firmer now—

“From this step onward, you are not two. You are one. Protect her. Stand beside her—neither ahead, nor behind.”

Beside her.

A position I had never taken.

My instinct was to step back—but instead, my grip tightened.

The fire burned steady as the next ritual began.

I reached for the sindoor.

For the first time… my hand trembled.

A strange realization settled in—

I wasn’t worthy of what this meant.

The world seemed to fall silent.

Time paused.

Still—I lifted my hand and filled her hairline with red.

Each ritual felt less like tradition…

And more like a mark I couldn’t erase.

Then the mangalsutra.

Heavier than it should have been.

As I tied it, my fingers brushed her skin—warm.

She stilled completely, tears slipping from her eyes again.

And I couldn’t deny it anymore.

She was my wife now.

A responsibility.

Her name carried mine. What reached her… would reach me.

The priest’s voice rose one final time, sealing what had already been done.

“From this moment onward, you are husband and wife.”

Applause followed. Blessings. Movement. Noise.

But I heard none of it.

Because something far more permanent had already taken hold.

I had planned this marriage as strategy—

But responsibility was never part of the plan.

Yet now—it settled in my chest, heavy and unshakable.

And for the first time…

I realized—

I couldn’t step back.

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